Your country's been in opposition with America, and even then, you did get access to relatively significant transfers in technology, know-how, and capital investment from Americans. It's been no different with the Germans and British. It's only now they're all tightening up the screws a little.
Yes, as a NATO power, Turkiye has had theoretical access to lots of sensitive technologies, controlled equipment, and so on. But as they themselves began showing progress in some areas, their access to those inputs came into question. That's why they also had to invest further upstream in developing their own tooling and instrumentation equipment because they could no longer take the traditional Western powers, including the US, for granted.
In any case, for the better part of literally the first 80+ years of the 20th century, your countrymen were in farms and riding bicycles or pulling carts. It just so happened, right when the US and its allies all integrated their supply chains with you, invested in you, and bought at scale from you, that you flipped the lights on and became a hyper-industrialized country. No causal or correlative impacts from having access to the world, eh?
Give me a break.